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poems, poetry, Writing

Tuesday Afternoon Thoughts

Seconds turn to minutes 
minutes to days to years 
no matter how much we absolve
night after night we succumb to fears

We are happy and then we are sad 
some days we got everything in grip 
while on others, we are in backseat
watching from hindsight our lives slip

We ain't all dull or doomed
it's only if you intrude
you will see how we exemplify things 
and make of ourselves a fool

Emotions, Letting go, poems, poetry, Writing

Shades of Being Tired

I am tired and I have work to do in the morning 
But the night just takes me over, nothing feels better
I hope for strength for both of us
And I secretly wish for your text
But I know I've lost it
I am tired and I have work to do in the morning 
But the night is getting dizzy, bedding is too comfy
I hope for strength for both of us
And I secretly wish you never text
But i know you'll do it anyway
I am tired and I have work to do in the morning
But longer screen time disrupts my sleep cycle
You are buried in the back of my mind, and deep down
You know everything that it feels without
I got things to tell, but I let you be, undisturbed

I am tired and it's cause I had a fulfilling day
Of simple things, nature, self love, work and breaks
I read, sketched, flexed, and fought your thoughts
I think you got across just too fast
No complaints, it's me and my unshaken heart
Emotions, poems, poetry, Writing

Cold Days

A strong wave stuck by
Destructing me and my house of cards
Perhaps it was the winter breeze
For which I prayed ten months long

It was a hazy reflection 
Glossing over floating pieces in slo-mo
Like weary words of once a dearest
Exploded right over my face

Oh no! That was not any breeze
A turmoil it was, dressed like hailstorm
Got blurry sight, dust in eyes
Pain in heart that felt like dying

While the heart raced against the time
I ran, jumped, galloped to catch my cards
That's when the lightening bolt found me
And we burnt, me and my soaring parts

Motivation, Love, Life

2022

2022, you are brutal
You kill me 
You despise me
And make me feel
As if everything I did
Wasted
My efforts 
My hard earned
Back to square one

2022, thank you
For a raise
I didn't deserve
You challenged me
Bombarded with
Struggle
And Over-time
But that's what
Growth demands


2022, you're still here
Laughing at me
While I rant 
But I ain't giving up
Beyond limits I
Rise
& Shine
My silver lining
On the other side
Emotions, poems, poetry, rise, Writing

Gold

It's difficult explaining anybody why I must stay aloof
For nobody gets how I need to keep my heart safe
How important it is to not let it break
To not let any stranger create a wreck

I already got too much in my head space
My heart breaking with familiar ache
Ruins of days that still walk past by
Memories that never say goodbye

I don't know if anyone is capable of holding
The heart so tender a thing that it is
You need to be truly a man to know
How to hold a heart of gold
affection, poems, poetry, Writing

Streets Of Dalidovinds

In the miniatures of mirage
the hot sands, the gusty winds
He was an ocean I discovered
Midway of deserted Dalidovinds

In darkest atmosphere
In fear, in spooky blends
He was the light I received
To help me strive till the end

The one who stood by
In happiness, in sorrows
He was the silent keeper
In emptiness, in hollows

He was a wonder to know
An illuminating soul, untamed
He's all I loved too much
A thousand smiles in his name







Originally written in 2014

Emotions, Love, Loss, Separation, pain, poems, poetry, Writing

Lilies

Everytime I pull myself up
You come knocking with lilies
I peep through the keyhole
And I know how I love it 

I'd been longing for flowers
you sell the best ones too
I abstain opening the doors
For I'd stopped buying from you 

The last time you traded
roses full of thorns
Has still got me bruises
From things I still adorn 

Yet I open the door
End up buying those lilies
Through my bleeding hand
Creeps in the willies