If I don't let go now,
I'll never.
If I don't hurt now,
I'll forever.
Tag: separation
Nobody has an inch of idea
Of the amount of pain she carries
Beneath her cheerful smile
And the jolly laughs
The way she spreads the love
Like molten magma
That fills up the earth
Replacing the voids in us
Dear darling be strong
Cause you're what I get strength from
Smile and walk ahead
Be a surviver in this brutal world
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PS: Wrote this last Dec, for my friend Shruti, who wanted to talk to her Dad. She had lost him a few months back then.
Don't friends fight sometimes
In the end reconcile too?
I'm in hope, that maybe someday
We can row in one boat and
Laugh out loud like we always do?
The bygone days can't come back
But we can plan trips, no?
When everything's back to normal
And possibly there're chances to meet
Can we get together some place too?
Even street side dahi puchka is good
When I share the plate with you
So let's just meet for a cup of tea
Making memories for a lifetime
Till the next time I see you two?
Let's forgive each other at once
Restart like we did as sophomores?
Let's just stop feeling this low
Let's just stop being so cruel
Let's just love each other true?
Last year, around September I wrote about losing you Long before, sometime in 2018 I kind of felt that way too Now that we do not talk and I do not care anymore I write about losing you Better off without you Forevers are too old fashioned huh and you've got so much to distract yourself Maybe you never needed me in first place I don't need your negativities too! But you'd been in my heart four long years is quite a time Untangling you is jumbling me Has it never been the same for you? You're nice, and sweet and all But you're whiner, and griper You're fake and you're troubles but then you're also a biased lover You've loved me, when you thought I was right You've cared enough I've been there in your thick and thin Now you leave when I tell you you're wrong? You say that I take sides and I never took yours How in a moment you break us Is it not a big deal to you? I had been thinking about how to wish you one month from now Call? Wouldn't that be weird Maybe I will leave a text on phone? Social media texts are even better but I haven't been seeing your posts lately Afraid to find what you could have done Ah! So you have unfriended us! I peep in to see your happy posts with your gangs, or solo you've made quite a friends You'd never understand this hollow I see you've been posting bolder pics Slaying with our 'enemy' friends I've been reading real friends are never lost only people masquerading as friends are! So, after long I'm trying to engulf that we're just a history now But did you never feel the twinge did you never lose a part or a thing?
Ouch.
Unchained 