On the Other Side

Its crazy how the worldΒ 
Can be and not be like we want
Its crazy we try so hard
To fit in
But i think like this
We are ourselves
I am just me
And you are just you
They are just them
Please excuse my writing
Because it doesn't make sense right now
But hey, you will come out of this
One day
And you'll be as proud of yourself
As I am proud of you
This time is struggle
And we are fighters
I will see you on the other sideΒ 
Of the victory ground.
I wish I were there for you
To make your short breaks worthwhile
Refresh you in the little moment you got
Help you push yourself a little more
To make you feel you're beautiful inside out

Did You Lose Something Too?

Last year, around September
I wrote about losing you
Long before, sometime in 2018
I kind of felt that way too

Now that we do not talk
and I do not care anymore
I write about losing you
Better off without you

Forevers are too old fashioned huh
and you've got so much to distract yourself
Maybe you never needed me in first place
I don't need your negativities too!

But you'd been in my heart
four long years is quite a time
Untangling you is jumbling me 
Has it never been the same for you?

You're nice, and sweet and all
But you're whiner, and griper
You're fake and you're troubles
but then you're also a biased lover

You've loved me, when you thought I was right
You've cared enough
I've been there in your thick and thin
Now you leave when I tell you you're wrong?

You say that I take sides
and I never took yours
How in a moment you break us
Is it not a big deal to you?

I had been thinking about
how to wish you one month from now
Call? Wouldn't that be weird
Maybe I will leave a text on phone?

Social media texts are even better
but I haven't been seeing your posts lately
Afraid to find what you could have done
Ah! So you have unfriended us!

I peep in to see your happy posts
with your gangs, or solo
you've made quite a friends
You'd never understand this hollow

I see you've been posting bolder pics
Slaying with our 'enemy' friends
I've been reading real friends are never lost
only people masquerading as friends are!

So, after long I'm trying to engulf
that we're just a history now
But did you never feel the twinge
did you never lose a part or a thing?










Ouch.