Of happy places
And magical dreams
Of sprinkles of sparkle
Of madness and sins
Of empty bottles
And broken hearts
Of everything devoid
Of healing scars
Of happiness in air
And pain in veins
Of repressed emotions
Of everything else in vain
Tag: Friends
If I don't let go now,
I'll never.
If I don't hurt now,
I'll forever.
She can be fire by the ocean
Tides by the sea
She is an artful rumination
A flower longing its bumblebee
She can be a young gun
Nothing to break her, no
She can be a free soul
Built of start dusts and hopes
She can be wild
Yet a child at heart
She's all about that light
That tears darkness apart
Its crazy how the worldΒ Can be and not be like we want Its crazy we try so hard To fit in But i think like this We are ourselves I am just me And you are just you They are just them Please excuse my writing Because it doesn't make sense right now But hey, you will come out of this One day And you'll be as proud of yourself As I am proud of you This time is struggle And we are fighters I will see you on the other sideΒ Of the victory ground. I wish I were there for you To make your short breaks worthwhile Refresh you in the little moment you got Help you push yourself a little more To make you feel you're beautiful inside out
Last year, around September I wrote about losing you Long before, sometime in 2018 I kind of felt that way too Now that we do not talk and I do not care anymore I write about losing you Better off without you Forevers are too old fashioned huh and you've got so much to distract yourself Maybe you never needed me in first place I don't need your negativities too! But you'd been in my heart four long years is quite a time Untangling you is jumbling me Has it never been the same for you? You're nice, and sweet and all But you're whiner, and griper You're fake and you're troubles but then you're also a biased lover You've loved me, when you thought I was right You've cared enough I've been there in your thick and thin Now you leave when I tell you you're wrong? You say that I take sides and I never took yours How in a moment you break us Is it not a big deal to you? I had been thinking about how to wish you one month from now Call? Wouldn't that be weird Maybe I will leave a text on phone? Social media texts are even better but I haven't been seeing your posts lately Afraid to find what you could have done Ah! So you have unfriended us! I peep in to see your happy posts with your gangs, or solo you've made quite a friends You'd never understand this hollow I see you've been posting bolder pics Slaying with our 'enemy' friends I've been reading real friends are never lost only people masquerading as friends are! So, after long I'm trying to engulf that we're just a history now But did you never feel the twinge did you never lose a part or a thing?
Ouch.
Unchained 