Words Hurt & Words Heal

 I have too many shits to give already
I don’t intend to give no more
Gone is the time when every little critique
Pricked me right to the core

I burn in fumes for a second
It pinches as it should
Yet I don’t let myself succumb to it
I save my fuel for the good

I remember the time I’d waste
Over guilts, mind at war
I rather be calm than impulsive
I know it’s not worth anymore

I’m trying to overlook harsh words
When it haunts back too loud
I put them in a poem
Someday I’d read out aloud

I know there’s no ill intention
But words are powerful my friend
They cut through and heal
They're everything you do or don’t intend

My Best Girl

I received your mail yesterday, and I was awestruck. I believe it wouldn’t be fair enough to simply reply in there. So, today I write. For you :’)

You are Fucking Awesome, and I Love You. You’re sure going to do something Great! I believe in You.

You can be the music to my lyrics
the pain in my ass
You love me like a family
You're the best girl I can have

You know me so well
there's nothing I can hide
I'd do anything for you
Friends like you, are rare to find

Even if you move for me mountains
You'd say "Yaar, nothing I could do"
You are my missing piece of puzzle
Without you, I just cannot do!

I’ve got plethora of pictures that I browsed through tonight, but let’s not make you senti by revisiting all of them at once. And I’m there for you no matter what, your ribs won’t break, idiot!

Ah, you take my heart when you said that momo thing.

And Hey, your fresh ***** you feed yourself, from my side. Tell me if you need more okay…

Bleeding Friendships

Don't friends fight sometimes
In the end reconcile too?
I'm in hope, that maybe someday
We can row in one boat and
Laugh out loud like we always do?

The bygone days can't come back
But we can plan trips, no?
When everything's back to normal
And possibly there're chances to meet
Can we get together some place too?

Even street side dahi puchka is good
When I share the plate with you
So let's just meet for a cup of tea
Making memories for a lifetime
Till the next time I see you two?

Let's forgive each other at once
Restart like we did as sophomores?
Let's just stop feeling this low
Let's just stop being so cruel
Let's just love each other true?




Did You Lose Something Too?

Last year, around September
I wrote about losing you
Long before, sometime in 2018
I kind of felt that way too

Now that we do not talk
and I do not care anymore
I write about losing you
Better off without you

Forevers are too old fashioned huh
and you've got so much to distract yourself
Maybe you never needed me in first place
I don't need your negativities too!

But you'd been in my heart
four long years is quite a time
Untangling you is jumbling me 
Has it never been the same for you?

You're nice, and sweet and all
But you're whiner, and griper
You're fake and you're troubles
but then you're also a biased lover

You've loved me, when you thought I was right
You've cared enough
I've been there in your thick and thin
Now you leave when I tell you you're wrong?

You say that I take sides
and I never took yours
How in a moment you break us
Is it not a big deal to you?

I had been thinking about
how to wish you one month from now
Call? Wouldn't that be weird
Maybe I will leave a text on phone?

Social media texts are even better
but I haven't been seeing your posts lately
Afraid to find what you could have done
Ah! So you have unfriended us!

I peep in to see your happy posts
with your gangs, or solo
you've made quite a friends
You'd never understand this hollow

I see you've been posting bolder pics
Slaying with our 'enemy' friends
I've been reading real friends are never lost
only people masquerading as friends are!

So, after long I'm trying to engulf
that we're just a history now
But did you never feel the twinge
did you never lose a part or a thing?










Ouch.