Bad Dreams

I had a bad dream last night

I remember it all

They were sobbing so loud

head over heels

I was seeking forgiveness

of my convicts

Ah, I can’t describe

it’s time to sleep

High Hope

I don’t wanna die as yet

Even though I prayed for it last night

I think I was not in the right state of mind

I am swimming in the sea of despair

I know I will come out of it stronger

And I believe in my God, he will save me

I believe that all this won’t go to waste

Ad being patient today will take me to a place

That is free from endless crying and laments

That is free of darkness, abuses, and blames

Rain

It's warm here
Yet it doesn't stop to rain
There's storm too
But that's just in the head

It gets heavy
so the cloud bursts open
Thunder and lightening
damage the cables

For damaged doesn't work
I try not to think
soon it'll be
time to get up

Lilies

Everytime I pull myself up
You come knocking with lilies
I peep through the keyhole
And I know how I love it

I'd been longing for flowers
you sell the best ones too
I abstain opening the doors
For I'd stopped buying from you

The last time you traded
roses full of thorns
Has still got me bruises
From things I still adorn

Yet I open the door
End up buying those lilies
Through my bleeding hand
Creeps in the willies

Take Off

In your presence I make memories
In your absence, poems
I'm wrenched away 
Of a part of me, my love
Do you hear the conundrum?

It's me, my heart
And the life we spent
Calling your name in repeat
I take off the shore
Oh! An endless ocean of grief

Nights Like These

Some days I think I am pulling myself together
And then there are nights like these
When it starts taking over
I sit back up and start praying

The clock keeps rushing you see
my 6 hour alarm turned to 3
I don't know what else to write
Or do, or how to sleep




Mending


People can put you through shit
And yet act like it's your fault

Then they'll do that over again
And say they were just afraid

You'll see them spill out what's in them
Only to realize you were in delusion

That's how you know you were but the one
Know your worth and walk away

I know it hurts to know not everything
you thought and dreamt and felt was true

But never let them take you for granted love
And never let them take away the best in you